Sunday, June 25, 2006 at 8:37 PM
exams are so really depressing, they really quash any sense of happiness that you might have outta you, they restrict you, blah blah, the list goes on. looking around everyone's studying, or seem to be studying, feels like i'm really lagging behind, didn't really mug much, actually only seriously started 2 days ago....well at least i started =) so much for self-consolation. 12 hours later, the first paper starts, and i'm here bloggin, neat, so much weighs on this mid-years, really hoping to get an ODAC, hahahaha, or better *fingers crossed*, bear said he wanted to get COCO, hahahah......parents been ranting that bad midyr results= 1 CCA....the horrifying prospects...really can't imagine if i had to stop either ODAC or RCC, its like choosing between your left n ur right hand, tough choice to make....hopefully mr seet's right, "if you screw up this time, there's just gonna be a little trouble", banking all my hope on the word LITTLEtotally gave up hope on wanting to take H3 liaoz, other than the fact that its impossible considering the grades that i am going to produce, it simply wun fit into my scheldule (if i have one), having my thurs and fridaes shaved off are like cutting out my lungs, hahaha, weird metaphor, but heckschool starts tomorrow, sick mann....hahahaha, one part of me wants it to start, one part says sian, you get to see people that you dun wanna see, you get to see people that you wanna see, do things that you wanna do, things that you dun wanna do, guess everyone feels that way. self-consolation again.