Monday, July 10, 2006 at 7:32 PM
somehow i feel lost and unsure now, whatever i plan to do and say seems irrelevant when i see you, i'm confused, my mind and instincts are telling me different things, how i wish that sadness was beyond me, is it beyond you too? i don't want to believe all that's staring me in the face, i just want to run away from it all, from you, from all the unhappiness that's plaguing everyone. i'd say we discovered the secret to invisibility, it needs to be mutual. you don't see me, i don't see you, but there's a price to pay, i'm so tired of this "debt", i don't know how much longer i can go anymore, are you feeling what i'm feeling?