Saturday, July 29, 2006 at 10:43 AM
time for serious reflections, i don't think that i can cope with everything, so yea, i have to choose between my right and left hand. missing home so much, heck now i just sleep and eat in it, dun even get much time to watch my favourite cartoons. i get home so tired i do much but drink coffee and push on. i'm tired of all this, it was fun while it lasted, there's gonna be plenty of fun ahead, maybe i won't get to enjoy it, choices are supposed to make us better off rite? i've no time for myself, missing out on things that i used to enjoy, sitting around and just reading a book, garden's a bit neglected, feeling fatigue on weekends AAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHH, and the list goes on, think i'm gonna either implode or explode one of these days, haiz, let it all be over