Thursday, March 29, 2007 at 11:00 PM
hmm, when was the last time you did something for the first time? i want to go climb a super super high mountain! those kind where you can't see the summit!
wonder what has happened to our class. there is indeed such a vast gap that bridging it seems impossible, some might say we're two separate countries now on the verge of becoming two planets. honestly, blame for this fission can't be placed on anyone, we're all at fault, ignoring the others' presence. haiz.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007 at 11:27 PM
life simply astonishes me. freaking full of surprises, i can't wait to see what tomorrow brings. just when you thought that things could not get any better or worse, it does.
hmm. sunday till now have been =), hahaha. rahh, only a pity that medical checkup had to happen on initiation. and yessss, i'm PES A, hahaha, okay, crap. to find out more, go for your own medical checkup which will start from 28th april onwards.
oh and today was arts day, how could i forget. guys in kilts, figures in black strangling a doll, kinetic advertising and a remix of traditional indian dance. kinetic advertising's cool, haha, surfing their website now, heh, the robot's quite cool. apparently they're quite important too, "Defeating the MOMM tyranny the the Battle of Targus Minor" whereever that is. hahaha.
Friday, March 23, 2007 at 11:57 PM
should have gone ahead and watched 300, that'd have taken everything off my mind. what better than a movie with flying heads and severed limbs.
at 7:50 PM
something's wrong with this orange thingy. never mind, oops it works, haha.
hmm, this week's sorta been hell. physical and emotional. ever since the start of the week. there's just so much to say. we really should allocate some time in the timetable for emo time. like thursdays from 4 - 5.30, but then again there should be time for counselling so that we do not turn to emo culture.
long long time since i've been so angry. the kind where your mood to smile totally evaporates, the kind which you don't feel like doing anything. the kind which makes you impervious to pain and agony and even watching cartoons won't help. you'd just wish that you could run far and fast till you collapse and hope that you end up in a better place.
heh, found some quote:
"People with extraordinary minds talk about ideas. People with average minds talk about events. People with simple minds talk about other people"
i guess it very much explains what i wanna say really.
though i'm not a christian, here's something from the bible:
28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
31 Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them. (Romans 1:28-32)
Saturday, March 17, 2007 at 11:57 PM
heh, i just realised that trainees are actively searching for our blogs too. let them come. oh hello trainees who manage to make it here, hahahaha.
long long long time since training with ronghui, the kind where you don't really feel your hands anymore. and with my new shoes, you don't really feel your toes too. tonnes and tonnes of people today. like half the world squeezed into a space smaller than 2 classrooms and climbing too. madness interactive.
ever felt like you really needed to see someone? i'm feeling it now.
Friday, March 16, 2007 at 11:44 PM
fast and furious can't fully describe the days from CTs till now. so i'm just typing blindly and hope that my words make some sense.
olc has come and gone. so fast. 3 days of hell for the trainees and in some ways for us too. olc doesn't just test the mental and physical capabilities of the trainees, it tests how strong we are as a batch too. in some ways, in a lot of ways.
maybe there really is a generation gap between the 90s and the 80s, the trainees seek fun in weird places, taking mass dances to new extremes. or maybe its just that they're J1s, where the rest of the year is filled with fun, afterall they're in a new place, new friends, new everything, new experiences. maybe they would feel the same as us after a year or so.
oh mann, berkelah really is quite a letdown. somehow, the bus ride was more trying than the trek. throw in some leeches, low branches, trecherous falls, maybe a few overhangs and you have a climb. whats a climb with concrete in it? trekking along a dirt road for less than 10km, up a small slope, hike for less than 3 hours and you've reached the target. wow. my grandma could do better. seriously.
but i guess for the trainees, its one hell of a first experience, same as what kota must have been like for us. all the stars at the top is one thing that many of us would not forget. helping one another up, sharing food, complaining about sunburns and mother of all aloe veras, stretched out on groundsheets aching all over and just talking plain crap, taking in the fabulous sky. the bonds you forge through hardship and lame jokes, that's whats odac's about.
hmm, 4 people in odac that i would save if i only could save 4? i'd no sooner kill myself that make such a choice, who gets to say who's more valuable? who determines whose parents and friends are going to grieve?
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 at 7:50 PM
how i wish CT's were over.
i can't get enough of you. haha.
Saturday, March 03, 2007 at 3:00 AM
its the witching hour. and i'm still up amazingly, guess that ginseng really keeps you awake.
come to think of it, i have just 3 hours and 10 mins more to sleep before i go to school again. oh what a lovely thought.
forgot to write earlier that A level results were posted today, and mrs chan came back admist tonnes of cheers and clapping, haha. so many seniors got 4As, which is @%@$^#^ hahahaha. next year it would be us standing and checking the front of the noticeboard, eagerly scannning down the list to see if we had 4As. that's a feeling i'd like to put on hold.
anywayz, congrats to everyone for their A level results.
Friday, March 02, 2007 at 4:22 PM
rainy day again. when the entire sky turns grey, lightning flashes across the sky and you're at home just stoning, you can't help but feel a sense of comfort and feel like snuggling up in your bed and just go to sleep.
but then again there are the darn common tests which keep you awake and give you a sense of dread bigger than that of the lightning. can't help but feel that not enough has been done.
har, feeling quite bored now, contemplating whether or not to go for maths tuition, which means that i would most likely have to get drenched walking out in downpour like this. which frankly isn't my idea of spending my afternoon.
well, at least we get to play with the flying fox tomorrow for victorians' day, though many of us would rather stay at home and mug. nothing beats the thrill of abseiling, haha, okay i'm mad.
why do i have the nagging feeling that there's something wrong. maybe its what people call the sixth sense or maybe its just looking at me in the eye but i just can't see it. you know when people ask for a sign from above and they can't see it?
happens all time, in an indirect form. haha, super weird post. guess that's what CTs do to you.