Tuesday, September 25, 2007 at 9:06 PM
its been 5 days since i stepped into the adult world. just 5 short days. and its a new hostile world, an unforgiving one. one which so far sucks. nothing to look forward, just privilages to be stripped of. hmm, i dare say that 17 and 16 are going to be fav numbers from now on and 18 is going to be the suckiest. afterall they hold the best memories i ever had. hahaha. or rather so far i had, i would give everything to live through it again, despite it being like shit at times. lemony snickett's wrote: though it might seem unlikely at times, believe me when i say that good in this world outweighs the bad in this world, you just have to look hard enough. i believe in that statement but sometimes you dun have to go on looking so hard, maybe that's what i am doing now. shit, i can't stop repeating how being 18 sucks. like totally. despite being of the legal age to purchase alcohol, consumption was always "allowed". that being out of sight. yay, M18 films are allowed too, but i watched 300 already. sorry, but i can't think of anything more exciting now that i'm 18. i just hope that 18 is just a phase, and that things would improve as the A's bear down on me.