Saturday, May 03, 2008 at 2:42 PM
i realise that i'm day dreaming alot, wouldn't life be wonderful if .....if.....if........visions of the future seem pretty great. but somehow the present seems gloomy. i've learnt never to really really hope or wish for something, so that when i get it, i feel surprised that i got it, and if i don't, well, it just cushions the impact. but right now i really really really hope that i get my letter. please please please let it be right. i can't believe i'm so lazy =(