Friday, August 08, 2008 at 10:41 AM
change is the only constant. how frightfully true, i must've heard it a million times but yet it still stuns me. and here i am trying to cling on to the vestiges of the past. how i wish i could have to attitude of those yorkshire folks, "Aye, well these things happen."
sometimes i envy my hamsters, nothing in the world to care about except the next sunflower seed. and sleep. and the need to make tonnes of little hamsters. bless their little souls.
i can't believe brunei trip is today, despite SOMEONE grinding it in, well enjoy your wide open spaces and many many trees oh and throw in a couple of mozzies hahahaha. oops.
at 9:24 AM
the night is darkest before the dawn.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 at 10:35 PM
block leave is now officially in motion. was on the mrt today with the guys and it dawned upon us that hey
1)its a
WEEKDAY2)we're not in camp
3)still long to report
and it felt good. amazing. i wonder why. so that's what the life of a civilian is like.
had happy hour last night, and i must say it was the best one that i ever had. for a moment there i was infused with joy? haha now even that emotion seems quite alien. so maybe that's why people take so much alcohol, to get into an semi-lucid, alcohol induced mindstate where stuff exist or dun exist. yucks.